Sick of people telling me when I can and can’t move on. Ill move on when I want, when I’m fucking ready Anyone who knows me well enough knows I’d have Ryan a million times over but that’s just life, and no one will Ever replace him. And No matter what happens in the future my love for Ryan will never end, knowing I have to move on with my life is killing me. No one will ever come close to what we had, kids or not best 3year of my life. You falling asleep in my arms forever wouldn’t of had it any other way, we got jealous coz we loved each other too much. Ryan gave me memories ill never forget and that’s what keeps me going, then again how could I possibly forget the shit you put me through. I will always love you, you will always be in my heart with Unconditional Love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx